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Hey.

2011-10-03T21:42:00.002+02:00

Five years. That's something.

It's weird I still have this online, cause I see no use in it, but to embarrass myself.

I failed third high school year because of maths. So, this year I will work and take a payed exam so, that I can go to the last grade of high school next year which I should be attending now.

I work at the hospital as a patient companion. I take patients on wheelchairs and beds who are staying in the hospital to clinics where they are scheduled for an examination. I have no complains whatsoever with the job. It's pretty cool.

I will also get my driver's license soon and hopefully visit Liverpool, but most certainly go on an Euro Trip. (:

This year has been a mess. Mostly because I've fallen in love like never before and it was hard, and beautiful, and sad, devastating, and yet still after months of over analyzing and acid trips, empowering, spiritual and enlightening.

After all the range of emotions and experiences I believe I have found a path to self discovery.

Saying hi!

2011-06-30T14:32:00.002+02:00

I haven't been on here for like a year. :o

It is such a MESS!!!

Also, I'm a mess right now.

OMG!

2011-06-30T14:26:00.000+02:00

THIS STILL WORKS!

Me and Naya

2010-06-28T20:41:00.002+02:00

@ Special Place after the last day of school...stoned. (:

The school is over.

2010-06-19T15:49:00.003+02:00

I should have been happy and relieved. But I'm not.

I blew it this year.

I have three reexaminations during the summer holidays. This whole Europe high school grading just sucks ass. I don't have time to explain, it's just no good for anyone.

I believe I'll learn a lesson and try harder next year. But at least I will progress to the next class. (: I was really close to failing this year... ^^

It's the Rainbow! (:

2010-05-08T19:17:00.001+02:00

It's the Rainbow! (:
Originally uploaded by Sir Chay

It is indeed!

I was just bored, so I passed some time with Photoshop. What can I say. (:

It's a chilly, cloudy weather over here and I'm felling like shit. :( I should have been doing a seminary for school, but I can't find any useful literature... I hope I'll figure something out soon enough cause I don't have much time left...oops.

Whatever...

This song really describes the mood I'm in right now...

2010-04-29T19:28:00.005+02:00

You can make your own conclusions.

Enjoy! (:

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

Storm,
In the morning light,
I feel,
No more can I say,
Frozen to myself.

I got nobody on my side,
And surely that ain't right,
Surely that ain't right.

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

How can it feel this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong.

This is neat! ^^

2010-04-03T22:43:00.000+02:00

OMG!

2010-03-21T16:30:00.002+01:00

OMG!
Originally uploaded by Sir Chay

What the fuck is happening!

I have school practice! It sucks ass! I should have been in a company that deals with graphic design, but instead my school made me work in a printing factory! -.-'

Luckily I'm one week through and I have one more to go.

I miss school.

When I came in the first day, they said I'm gonna have to be there for 8 hrs. The second thing that the manager said, when I asked what I have to do for 8 hrs is WATCH.

Let me revise...they got me working in a factory that has nothing to do with the education I chose and told me to WATCH something I don't give a fucking shit about for 8 hrs a' day.

So this is how my workdays will look for the next week...

Need a light?

2010-02-27T15:51:00.004+01:00

Need a light?
Originally uploaded by Sir Chay

Just being bored on a sunny Saturday...I need to go outside!

After weeks of rain the sun finally came out. I can already smell spring outside. I can't wait for spring.

Spring is nice.

(:

This stopped my time. In a way.

2010-02-25T19:03:00.001+01:00

Straws are fun!

2010-02-24T22:01:00.003+01:00

Testing, testing...

2010-02-20T17:31:00.005+01:00

Nokia x3 makes some pretty impressive photos if there is enough light of course...I bought it not long ago and tested the camera outside.

With some basic Photoshop corrections and some filters the photos look really nice. I'd say that a 3.2 megapixel camera does his job well...on the light of course. Inside is a totally different story...

(:

Logan Lynn made my day! (:

2010-02-13T22:07:00.004+01:00

A little part of my little collection :P

2010-02-06T15:17:00.002+01:00

A little part of my little collection :P
Originally uploaded by Sir Chay

It wont be long...

2010-02-06T14:50:00.001+01:00

There's another side of me...

2010-01-25T00:44:00.001+01:00

There's another side of me...
Originally uploaded by Sir Chay

I was playing with Photoshop since sooner or later I will have to master it. If not for my personal hobbies it will have to be for school. We started studying it in school recently. For those who wonder why are we studying how to use Photoshop in school, it's because I'm on a school for graphics and multimedia.

There it is. Hope you like what turned out...

The snow is everywhere!

2010-01-12T21:27:00.004+01:00

I really like this photo...I shot this from my balcony where I spent most of the time smoking weed and sometimes some cigaettes (:

Oh what the hell...I'm an addict. Everyone is.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T22:39:00.002+01:00

Just here to wish a happy new year to those few random who pass by here.

Hope you have a blast!

Autumn.

2009-10-28T20:21:00.004+01:00

Yeah, it is autumn indeed.

It was a lovely bike ride. (:

Different Light

2009-10-13T17:20:00.004+02:00

2009 © Nejc Stražar

Let's make a little post here.

And let's start again the way I've been starting this posts for really good two years now: I don't have much to say and not many things had changed.

And of coarse the latest ME on the picture. I really don't know right now at the moment of writing where did I find so much ''inspiration'' in my older posts. I did read some of really old ones some days ago and I admit I laughed my ass off sometimes pretty much. And not because posts were funny or anything like that, but cause they were silly and stupid. But I said to myself, OH WHAT THE HELL, leave em! It kinda looks cool everything together.

And look at me now! I'm still keeping my tradition and writing this blog, knowing that maybe two random visitors will only read my header. Speaking of blogs, reminded me I had a diary once when I was even smaller. I was writing it every single day and it was already full of memories. But then one day something crossed my mind. I was 100% sure that the diary was bringing me bad luck, so I burned it! It wasnt long till I totally regretted what I did.

What I'm trying to say is that YOU SHOULD NEVER EVER destroy or delete your diary or blog that is in a way a diary (this kinda was some time), cause in a few years you'll find it pretty interesting.

And yet again, I'm being silly!

(:

Sesto Sento - Run on Green (Protoculture Remix)

2009-09-26T14:32:00.002+02:00

I have two cartoons for you.

2009-08-17T22:34:00.003+02:00

Enjoy. :P

That was a joke xD

Here's the second one :D

Ok, seriously.

Awesome. (: !

2009-08-01T21:05:00.001+02:00

Meh.

2009-07-19T20:45:00.001+02:00

At my friend's place...some Psy Trance moments :D

Goa Gill - Karmageddon and me. (: At the end I got a bit tired so I kinda walked a little bit, sorry for that. :P I'm sorta shuffling on Psy Trance...

omg. x.x

2009-07-13T23:35:00.000+02:00

Wheelz.

2009-07-02T21:25:00.001+02:00

2009 © Nejc Stražar

Wallpaper

2009-06-18T18:44:00.001+02:00

Figure it out. Things... Wallpaper... Trees... Money... Cigarettes... In my mind.

Happy Grass.

2009-06-14T16:43:00.003+02:00

From The Killers concert in Ljubljana, 7th June 2009.

Happy Trees.

2009-05-16T21:07:00.003+02:00

Daily Routine

2009-05-13T14:28:00.003+02:00

Enjoy. (:

xD

Comments are more than welcome, thanks. (:

A story in my wallet

2009-05-10T22:27:00.002+02:00

Utopian Futures.

2009-05-07T17:07:00.004+02:00

And somewhere the bombing all has stopped,
and people begin to sit and talk
And somewhere insomniatic stockbrokers rest their bloodshot eyes,
cause there's nothing left to buy or sell or kill or die for anymore.
We're living inside eternal moments that we searched for all our lives.
There's nobody living by the clock,
every door is left unlocked,
this property died all alone
and capitalism lost it's home.
There's plenty of fresh air here in town,
plants are all growing on the cars,
now all the streets are used for dancing
and at night you see all the stars.

Yadada deee yadada da yadada da yadada deee yadada da....
We're searching for something that was lost,
centuries all have covered up.
We're flailing to find the smallest fragments of our liberated lives
and every little tiny piece we find,
we pick up the clues together.
Collectively working for our utopian futures to collide.
Snuggled in beds and midnight talks, wandering bike rides and wayward walks.
Making all of our own music, art, mittens, food, and news.
It's happening every where we go,
collective bookstores and basement shows.
Sharing songs that we all know,
making up new ones as we go

Yadada dee ah yadadadee da da....

I'm a dream and this is real, i'm a dream,
you are real and i'm a dream,
we are free and i'm a dream.
This is real and i'm a dream,
you are here and i'm a dream,
you are real and i'm a dream,
we are free...

.
.
.

People would laugh, fight, fuck and cry,
all until the day we die.

.
.
.

Here in this place where dreams are dead,
here in this place between our heads --

(:

enjoy.

Choose Life.

2009-04-26T23:44:00.002+02:00

Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself.

Man I would run away, man I would run...

2009-04-26T20:18:00.000+02:00

...nuff said... /:

Rainy day, dream away...

2009-04-14T20:33:00.000+02:00

Hey man, take a look out the window 'n' see what's happ'nin'
Hey man, it's rainin'
It's rainin' outside man
Aw, don't worry 'bout that
Everything's gonna be everything
We'll get into somethin' real nice you know
Sit back and groove on a rainy day
Yeah
Yeah I see what you mean brother, lay back and groove.

Rainy day, dream away
Ah let the sun take a holiday
Flowers bathe an' ah see the children play
Lay back and groove on a rainy day.

Well I can see a bunch of wet creatures, look at them on the run

The carnival traffic noise it sings the tune splashing up 'n'
Even the ducks can groove rain bathin' in the park side pool
And I'm leanin' out my window sill diggin' ev'rything
And ah and you too.

Rainy day, rain all day
Ain't no use in gettin' uptight
Just let it groove its own way
Let it drain your worries away yeah
Lay back and groove on a rainy day hey
Lay back and dream on a rainy day.

- Jimi Hendrix

Photo photo photo photo...

2009-03-30T17:43:00.005+02:00

Been bored...

All done (: More to come...

Hello.

2009-03-19T20:24:00.006+01:00

Yeah, I'm still alive. Pretty much... Haven't stopped breathing since last post. Things are pretty much the same. Well, the same just getting harder to hold on. Blah blah blah...I'm such a poor little thing. -.- Everything is FINE! I just think and believe to much for the past few days...even to myself.

I don't wanna explain... All I can say is that I just wanna get the fuck as far away as I can go! Like always has been. School is up in my ass...I have so much stuff to do, but I'm being a lazy shithead all the fucking time. Whatever.

Anyways...Here is some of my new photographs. Take a looksie & some time to comment is very welcome as well...

OMG, a horse!

Take care...

EvelynEvelynEvelyn :-)

2009-03-18T16:03:00.001+01:00

New.

2009-03-05T16:25:00.003+01:00

Comments are more than welcome.

Call me Ishmael.

2009-02-24T19:22:00.000+01:00

Some years ago - never mind how long precisely - having little or no money in my purse, and nothing particular to interest me on shore, I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world.

xD

Git up-ah! xD

2009-02-09T21:38:00.002+01:00

Wasted youth...

2009-02-01T20:01:00.002+01:00

2009 © Nejc Stražar

Everyday is just an extension of yesterday

2009-01-25T18:28:00.003+01:00

My friend is losing his mind
for fear of going insane
because no matter how down he is
there is still room below
he is no tragedy;
just a life
caracterized by gross misinterpretations
unbending images of self
and pure uncut anger

never allows him to hang loose
or be without pain for one second
he is so aware of himself that
the absurdity of it all is killing him
emitted from the wrong womb, at the wrong time, under the wrong sign
everyday is just an extension of yesterday, a hassle
and getting out of bed in the mornings like slow suicide
because he knows just what's going down
agonizingly,
i watch him bleed
fun comes hard and good times not at all
and there are so many things i could tell him,
but he's my friend

and i can see no good
in expending his consciousness to one more level
or to widing in his senses to introducing him to any more thoughts
that cannot be dealt with the same persons

sometimes,
i think you will have to kill someone
just to maintain his mental balance
and as repulsive as it sounds,
i would able to justify this actions logically,
valuably, and with very little imagination
his life is beyond reason
the very nature of his being is so insane that,
i almost give up...
searching for ways and meanings to comfort him,
to keep him around until tomorrow
and if i thought that there was true peace in the grave,
i would kill him
because that's what friends are for
but fortunately for those who miserable,
and unfortunately for him,
i do not believe that death would even work things out

unbeknownt to him
he's every friend that i have
he's the very epidemy of my own people
he's the mirror reflection of me, and i love myself...

all of us
to such an extent that i would gladly lay myself down
if i only just see, one me set free
from castration,
from alienation,
from regimentation,
from the dehumanization,
from americanization,
from the need to be, alive

and it's so hard to
smile and laugh and joke with him,
without letting on that i know
he's in my blood, he's in my guts, in my soul.
and in the very core of all my fiddle attempts to stay above law
and survive the pressure of too much truth.
my friend, we are one.
so please hold on,
because without you,
all that i am can ever be amount to nothing...

I'm turning this thing into a photo blog...

2009-01-20T20:00:00.003+01:00

Cause I'm just too lazy to write. Maybe some stuff from time to time. Not really much.

So, here's my new pics. (oh and please...stop fucking stealing them!)

Best of Hardstyle Festivals 2008 Mix (Defqon, Black, Q-Base, Qlimax, Bassleader, etc.)

2009-01-20T19:59:00.001+01:00

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Just showing off some new pics....

2009-01-12T21:10:00.004+01:00

Hope u like :-)

Now this is the EVIL meee! ROAR!

Goo - Goo!

2009-01-01T20:47:00.004+01:00

So the year started. Another 365.242199 days to go :-) Today I've heard a lots of people telling me that to them everything is still the same that it was a day ago. But for me is not. When I woke up today everything felt like it had a new meaning. I felt happy. I felt like this year is gonna be great.

Oh well, maybe it was just the weed. But who knows.... :-)

I wish everyone a happy, easy, amorous & fun new year 2009! Especially to me! :-)

It's New Year!

2008-12-31T15:14:00.003+01:00

Again!

I'm just up here to wish a very HAPPY one. Hope ya have a blast! Except for those people that I hate. :-)

I used to be funny....

2008-12-12T21:33:00.003+01:00

I was just reading my older posts cause I had nothing else to do.... LOL!

And I thought I was boring back then..... God dammit! I really got worse....I used to write my blog every day...typing some pointless shit in here that actually came out well. And what do I do now? I'm trying to be more serious? Mature? Well....I know I'm not making any of above. I just lost the inspiration for blogging. Or maybe it's just the laziness in my bones :-)

So, at this point, I decided that I will start (like I used to say) describing my days....Mostly fully detailed with the pointless silly shit that doesn't belong on here :-)

Let's start with today:

Like most of the days....(I dunno but it often happens) I WOKE UP....at 5.45 am Started my day in hope that it will be good. OK...this time I really can't tell you everything I was about to do & where I was supposed to be today. It's just how I feel more comfortable. :-) Then, I found out I was in a big hurry....so, I wasn't able to finish my breakfast & that made me angry and hungry till like....11 am. But I survived. I was strong enough to resist weed....TWICE...cause I said I should have a little break from it....it's just my personal beliefs :-) So...I was waiting & waiting cause I had plans. I had plans to skip the last two hours & go somewhere. But, plans didn't go well. Actually plans went really wrong. I DID skip the last two hours & that's a BAD thing. And I didn't go anywhere. In fact...I ended up with a bottle of rum, my best friend and few change for tea. You do the math ;-)

If you're wondering....NO, my plans weren't getting drunk & ending up with a horrible headache. They were much more sober & romantic. But hey....it wasn't that bad at all ;-)

I'm done now. Yay! I'm back! I'm like a boomerang!

Damn this is exhausting. Maybe I should reconsider....

Blink & you'll miss it!

2008-12-12T19:15:00.002+01:00

:-)

Holidays are coming.....

2008-12-11T13:45:00.004+01:00

I always liked December....but don't get me wrong, it's not the weather. AT ALL! I hate cold weather. And the only thing that makes me a little blue is cold air blowing on my face. But I like the Christmas spirit xD. I like walking in the city center, full of lights, with my friends and just having fun, not giving a shit about anything.

Today I stayed at home...I was really tired. When I woke up it just didn't feel like a day to go to school, so I didn't. It was raining outside, I was sleepy as hell and it felt so good and warm under my sheets in my bed. :-)

I have some things to do for school, so thank god I have the whole day to do that....

...no I have no idea what else to write....I'm just bored as hell. But still, don't hesitate to check out my blog every once in a while.

Descendents - Bikeage

2008-12-04T22:19:00.000+01:00

Running out of time again
Where did you go wrong this time?
When your problems overwhelm you
Go get drunk it's party time
Take a quaalude, relax your mind
Relax your body too!
Run from problems but
You'll never get away
No one loves you, and you
Wonder why?

Sitting there with your mouth full of beer
Your eyes are glazed, your face is red
Who's gonna pick you up and use you for tonight?

And when you're on the streets
With a needle in your arm
Selling your body for another fix

Who's gonna pick you up and take you home with them tonight? Not me!
Running out of breath again you're an Old Maid, but you're only 15
You're losing your little girl's charm
Cry all night but you'll never get it back
Don't be afraid, it's not too late
Save yourself, I need you here
Wearing off, wearing out
I can't think about this cause it makes me sick

This is Spinnie :-)

2008-11-28T21:03:00.001+01:00

I'll post more some other day.....everyone's tellin me to write ;-)

I will...soon :-)

I'm super-duper....yeah, FUCKED!

2008-11-16T17:24:00.003+01:00

I have a sore throat....hurts likes shit. And I'm really really bored at the moment. And I'm so pathetic! Staying at home all the time....bored, lazy, lonely & in need of a good sleep. I can't stand school anymore. God, it's only been three months & I have no idea how will I hold on for 4 more years & then I have no idea what will happen to me.

I'm going crazy! Having all those pessimistic thoughts and all this kinda shit. I'm worried bout school... Eventho I have all the chances in front of me & I'm good to go, I still think that my life is gonna get fucked up pretty soon. Or it already is, but I'm just not aware of it yet.

I still have goals I wanna achieve in life, but they seem more and more impossible for me to get to them, with every day...

& yes now I'm being too poetic. This shit just ain't goin' anywhere.

A bit of me....

2008-11-07T22:07:00.003+01:00

This is the first time I lighted a cig in my room... LOL I souldnt :-P

& I really needed & wanted a piercing like this....for a long time. So I bought this today, & I couldn't resist to put it in already, cause my lip isn't healed good yet...It hurt a little....but I think it's gonna be OK....I hope :-)

Marlboro

2008-11-06T20:05:00.003+01:00

Another photograph from me... :-D

I hope you people like it :-)

Bring condoms....

2008-10-27T21:23:00.004+01:00

Cause you never know where it can happen ;-P

New stuff!

2008-10-23T17:22:00.003+02:00

#1 Uniforms &

#2 I must confess....it looks good enough to eat!

Me gonna post!

2008-10-18T19:42:00.003+02:00

Haven't done it the old way for a long time now...for the past few weeks I only post things I found interesting on the internet, so I decided, that maybe someone will take time to read this anyway.

So....It's already month and a half since the school started. I was already walking the edge & was just about to fall in the trouble zone for a couple of times. Luckilly I was fortunate or smart enough to get out of it. I can see it will be an interesting four years on high school.

My parents are going mad...no wonder; one day I came home with piercing in my underlip & now they think (because of that) that I am a junkie....they actually said that only junkies & all that negative people (in their heads) have piercings. So....they started to intervene in my life more then they were before. When I came home today (I was just hanging out with my friends) they wanted to smell my hands if I was smoking & they did...& yes, if you wonder, I smoked. They reacted quite peacefully & that angers me the most, cause when they do so, there is always something coming & I hate the fact that I don't know what is it's gonna be!

Ok, I know that is nothing....if you think that was that earlier mentioned walking the edge of trouble or whatever you call it, it's not...

Things were way bigger than that. All I can say to you is that police has my data & I'm only waiting for the ticket to come to my mailbox. Thank God I did not get a criminal record for that!

Neverind...

I'm taking a shit in the moment....I have my laptop in WC. If you were by any chance wondering what the fuck am I doing right NOW!

Many things happened. I know I should put them in words & tell the stories, but you know me...I just like for some things not to be exposed that much.

So...most of my days are exausting: I get up at 6 a.m., then I only have 40 minutes to get dressed & all to catch a bus. Music in the mornings is indispensable. I just can't live without those headphones tucked into my ears & playing the song that I am in the mood to listen. When I come I say hi to my new friends & light a cig infront of the school. At 7.30 a.m. the never ending boredom begins. I'm not really sure to call it boredom. Maybe torture, but it still isn't the right word for it. It mostly lasts till 3.10 p.m. except for Wednesdays & Thursdays. After I'm done I meet old friends and we go and grab a drink. I come home at 5 p.m. most of the days. Then I have to fucking study & do the homework. When I just wanna lay down & relax, the ''suffering'' isn't over yet. When I finish I sit infront of my desk and meet new people online. It's a habbit that I love :-P

Then I jerk off & go to bed! LOL

Well...now my internet conection if fucking with my & I'm just about to freak the FUCK out! It doesn't work. I only can write.

Oh...that's me on the picture with my new piercing. :-)

That will be it for today...Have a good day yall!

advice no.1

2008-10-15T19:40:00.002+02:00

INDEED!

<3

2008-10-13T19:40:00.003+02:00

& if you may like the 2nd version too :-)

Lyrics:

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'

Lights black
Heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Now we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Blur - Coffee & TV

2008-10-11T01:16:00.002+02:00

So gimme coffee & TV! :-)

ELEMENTALITY

2008-10-05T01:57:00.004+02:00

Elementality no. 09 - Peace is not an absence of war, it is a state of mind

Elementality no. 014 - The wisdom is in the trees, not the glass windows

Elementality no. 016 - Have the courage to act instead of react

Elementality no. 018 - You may be disappointed if u fail, but doomed if u never try

Elementality no. 021 - When one sees opportunity before them, they must sieze it

Elementality no. 031 - Power only tires those who dont exercise it

Elementality no. 045 - Nothing is too small to know, and nothing too big to attempt

Elementality no. 046 - Forward ever, Backward never

Elementality no. 069 - If you dont know your past you'll never know your future

Elementality no. 075 - Those who abandon their dreams discourage those who dont

Elementality no. 101 - Only action has the power to turn knowledge into wisdom

Elementality no. 105 - Actions speak louder than words

Something new...

2008-09-27T13:47:00.004+02:00

I made two new photographs :-)

#1 ''I'm trying to stand my ground... but it's cracking'' &

#2 ''Where's the key?''

:-P

I fucking LOVE this shit!

2008-09-20T21:27:00.000+02:00

Pure Morning....

2008-09-12T23:24:00.005+02:00

I know it's not a pretty pic... blurry and all... made with phone, but I like it. It was 5:30 a.m. and I was standing on a bus station, for a bus to school, cause we started one hour earlier... It was Wednesday. And I discovered, that I like mornings... :-) LOL

My new road back home...

2008-09-11T20:04:00.002+02:00

It actually isn't my new road back home, but I like the title...I just walked the longer road today...and I discovered this street...and I had to take a photo....and I didn't have my camera with me, so I had to do it with my phone :-(

I hope you like it anyways:

A few pics from yesterday's Car Show

2008-09-08T20:43:00.006+02:00

I thought I'll take a peek and went there for a few hours... and It was worth it. When I'll feel like doing it I'll put the rest of the videos on YouTube as well. This is one.... maybe I'll upload the rest tomorrow.

And the photos are here:

New photo...

2008-09-06T23:57:00.003+02:00

The idea just popped on my mind, so I took a camera outta my drawer and pushed the button. I hope U like it:

The school...

2008-09-05T13:30:00.002+02:00

It started as it starts every year.... but this year was a bit different. Now I'm in high school and I was hoping to meet new friends and start a new living in a way. But unfortunately it just doesn't seem that way. For many people high school was a main change in their lives, but as far as I can see, things don't look so good on that subject. But you never know what time may bring... I'm not saying I didn't make any friends... actually we're still getting to know each other... those who are normal, if you know what normal stands for.

If I had to rate the experience so far on a scale -10 to 10 (0 would be neutral and 10 would be 100% positive) I would go for 4. There's many reasons for it. Main is the the school is just about to collapse, it's small, crowded, stinky, it doesn't even have any lockers or anything, so students have to care everything with them, we do not have a gym, so we have to walk 5 minutes away to the nearest public gym, that could, by size compare to my room, school starts at 8.30 a.m. with exception of Monday when we start two hours later (that's good), and Wednesdays, when we start one hour sooner, so I have to get up pretty early to get there as on time as I can and the classes take till 3.10 p.m. three times a' week.

My class involves 32 guys and NO girl. Yes, that is THIRTY-TWO guys and NO girl. U got that one right. This one is really fucked up. About three of them are normal. The rest of them... suck! I don't even wanna talk about it. But the professors are mostly okay.... except for the math professor, who sent me outta class to ''chill'' for the first day... and the reason to chill was
because I didn't write in my notebook a sentence I know from like 4th grade.

Now, you may wonder why I am not in school cause it's 1.30 p.m. The reason is in my neck... yesterday, I went for a coffee with my sister in the morning and it already hurt, when I went to school, the pain kept increasing, and when we had sports I couldn't stand it anymore, so I called my father and he took me home. I'm telling you... that shit really hurt! And it still does a bit... If I don't move. So, I decided I will rest today, so I'll be alright next week.

Aaaaaand I finally found that press photo from Friday's ''Party For A Cause'' with DJ Umek:

I fucking love it. I thought it will turn out dumb, cause I was drunk as hell, but it's kinda cool actually, you gotta admit it! It's published on lajf.com but u gotta register to see the whole gallery!

Now I should probably get my ass back to bed or else my head will fall of my neck. See ya around!

Videos from DJ Umek

2008-08-31T22:18:00.000+02:00

DJ Umek - 30th August 2008

2008-08-31T15:19:00.005+02:00

I was came a bit late unfortunately, but it was fucking AWESOME!

Balloons!

2008-08-29T21:58:00.004+02:00

Today I went to the city center with Sarah & Evelyn...and we bought helium balloons :P But no...we didn't go to the city center just to buy balloons...after everything we have done we got lost at the end...we have gone on a wrong bus...well we did go on the right bus, but a wrong direction, so we had to drive twice thru the whole city!

And we named them...The cow is Vicky, Mickey is Mickey...but we used Mickey for talking with helium :P and the red one is Donkey...

Yes, we're crazy!

John Deere rocks :P

2008-08-28T21:29:00.001+02:00

NO COMMENT!

I'm clumsy...

2008-08-24T20:43:00.003+02:00

Long story.... I feel of my BMX... while someone was dragging me with his scooter along the bumpy road.

I ruined my jeans :-(

My knee hurts....

My arm hurts...

My hand hurts...

And it's all sticky! And I don't want a bandage cause it's not healthy. I have a cream.... whatever!

I'ma watch a movie now...

:-)

But I feel good today...

:-)
:-)
:-)

This song made my rainy day....

2008-08-23T23:21:00.001+02:00

I love this song!!!

2008-08-21T22:53:00.001+02:00

Soundtrack from the best movie ever... just watched it again yesterday and it remembered me about this song ^^

301st post! Weehoo!

2008-08-19T23:01:00.003+02:00

That's a lot!

Well...today I haven't gone out cause I've been working all day long. Actually afternoon :P Just got myself a new bedroom. It's awesome! It's like twice as big as the old one....and I have a balcony where I can have a smoke anytime I want to...It used to be my sister's, but she's in another room now. I finally have a TV and room for six speakers that have not been in place they should be before! And what's the most important, I have some room where I can shuffle! :P

I still have a lot of her stuff in here....but tomorrow it's gonna be ALL MINE!

That's it for today.

See ya around folks!

I'm sorry!

2008-08-18T23:25:00.006+02:00

I said I'll post yesterday, but I didn't!!!

Well...the main reason is cause I'm out almost all the time in the past week... Yesterday we were at Bambolina...we went on a pizza:

Khm...so I came home late.

And today it was the same...but we actually ate a pizza. At least I'm not between 4 walls all the time right...like some geek! Well...I finally saw some of my friends again after a long time, but unfortunately they didn't stay long. And yesterday I almost froze! We went to swim...in my friend's pool. It was so fucking cold. That's me & Sara.....the FATAL JUMP!

And oh, today, when I came home I had like...30 messenger windows opened.... :S I'm sorry to all u guys! I forgot to sign out. LOL!

To...

2008-08-16T23:38:00.002+02:00

...morrow!

Waaa I wanna SHUFFLE!

2008-08-15T21:15:00.001+02:00

I already know a bit...I'ma start to learn a lot now!

Race! Phahaah!

2008-08-15T19:52:00.000+02:00

My & my friend on a scooter. I got him with a fucking MOPED! And yes...that's a sweater Peli swinged with! :P

Check it out, check it out-out!

2008-08-14T22:41:00.000+02:00

Hey....

2008-08-13T20:57:00.002+02:00

Now...I have no idea what to say. o.O

Getting addicted!

2008-08-13T14:27:00.003+02:00

Bored hours make me do strange photos...

I'll post more in the evening!

...

2008-08-12T23:06:00.000+02:00

I'ma post tomorrow.

What to do!

2008-08-11T21:14:00.003+02:00

I just can't stand it the fuck here anymore! Why can't years go by faster. I wanna move out already. I wanna live! I hate everything about this shit hole. All I can do is wait for the day that I will move to the states IF I will have the chance to do it! And I'm getting more and more skeptical, when people say to me that I will miss home someday and all this sorts of crap. I DON'T WANNA!

And I'm getting confused by questions like, how will I find a place to live, how will I get a job and shit. Then I see people that say they were the same at my age. Obviously they didn't make their wish come true. And I DO NOT wanna end up like them.

Why do I even have to wish. But I can't fucking help myself. I just gotta make it happen.

But like you people care!

I got a push....

2008-08-10T21:47:00.004+02:00

To write a blog again... from someone. Actually from something. LOL! But Ima keep it secret. Or Ima be rude.

So... well, this feels like the old days... kinda. When I was spending my precious time in front the comp and trying not to be bored. This is what I'm doing now again.... so... what to write bout.

Oh... tell me if u like the playlist :)

And yesterday I made another picture... with my phone unfortunately, but with a little modification it actually came out pretty well.

I like it.

I really fucked it up when I stopped for a while. I was actually thinking to delete the blog, but then I realized that (at least for me) it would be a shame deleting 290 posts. And the blog looks nice too. Yes it does. I just don't like that I can't put a playlist anywhere else if my layout is not stretched. And I don't want it to be stretched cause then things aren't oriented quite well. And I like things being in place.

Well...I lost my words again. If you wanna know how I feel....I feel 70%. :-) It's a lot. For me. I decided I'll be a happy boy again. I started not giving a fuck about anything. It feels great. But there's unfortunately always something missing. But I often get a felling that it'll come some day.

Gotta go now. See ya again tomorrow! Yes! TOMORROW!

It's been 24 days...

2008-08-08T21:06:00.002+02:00

I was at the seaside....I dunno from when cause I didn't pay that much attention, but I know that I came home today. It's been boring. Well...I met some new people...we got along quite well. So, that was making my 'vacation' a little more interesting.

It was so damn hot back there....when I came home there was a fucking hail...

Ima delete this blog....I'll see.

Here's the thing...

2008-07-14T17:47:00.005+02:00

For the past two months I suck.... worse I don't even write the blog. It started being boring cause I don't get much from it. Nobody is reading it anyways.

But hey, holidays are here... I'm trying to keep em fun (if u can call waking up, having a cigarette, then wasting time on MySpace, watching MTV and in the evening going to a local pub with some friends... a fun thing). Every fucking day is the SAME! And Ima stop writing this blog when I come to 300 posts probably... or just leave it for a while and then start again in September.

I'm getting myself a job now... trying to get some money to afford a long travel to FAR FUCKING AWAY! I hope I'll get something in August, so I'll have an excuse for not going to a seaside with my parents. I can't stand them anymore. Can't even see them. But I guess that's normal... o.O

Here it is... short and clear.

Here's our prank phone call when we were drunk last night :P

2008-07-06T15:01:00.000+02:00

Too Much!

2008-07-01T23:23:00.008+02:00

Check out this song! Click here to download... It's in Slovenian language... unfortunately :S and it's preformed by two - in my opinion - the funniest comedians in Slovenia.... It's really bad u guys who don't speak Slovene won't understand it, but at least it's out for the people who will...

It makes me ROFL every time I hear it! :P And I set it as a ringtone when my parents call me :D :D :D

Here's something for you outsiders to know what's it about:

Slon in Sadež (English: The Elephant and the Apple) is a Slovenian musical group, formed in 2001 by Jure Karas (The Elephant) and Igor Bračič (The Apple). They perform music of various genres. Their music is humorous and mostly politically orientated.
They discuss topics such as family violence, drug prohibition, entering NATO and violence in Guantanamo bay. They also made a few parodies to popular Slovene turbo folk songs (Brizgalna brizga by Atomik Harmonik). Most of their music is in Slovene, but also in English (the hit Taliban Reggae) and in Serbo-Croatian.
The original duo also perfoms at Radio Center as Radio Slon in Sadež with humorous shows. There they often make fun of various Slovene dialects.
The other members of the group are Matjaž Ugovšek-Ugo, Igor Brvar-Jovo (later left the group), Rok Šinkovec, Matej Horvat and Samo Šalomon.
In 2004 they received the Viktor Award as prominent media personalities. In 2008 they have run the whole Viktor Award show.

Being bored in camp....

2008-06-30T16:48:00.001+02:00

Me and my friend killing time on a seaside....

Ohh..I've been waiting for this...

2008-06-26T09:54:00.001+02:00

I'm going away on a seaside...just till Monday. Alone. I just want to get away from everything for a little while.

I can't wait!

See ya!

HELLO SUMMER Party - 22nd June 2008

2008-06-23T16:23:00.002+02:00

Yea...It was fun...gotta go now.

Speechless

2008-06-16T22:02:00.003+02:00

It amazed me, so I have to post a review. BUT! On IMDb says: A love triangle among recent high school graduates proves deadly. Just for the information... there is NO love triangle in this movie at all.

Anyways:

At a party celebrating the graduating class from the elite and affluent Horizons High School, we meet Jonah, who has always been somewhat of an outsider, unable to compete with the wealth and privilege of his classmates. That day, Jonah manages to catch the eye of the beautiful and popular Sara Weller. She is part of a very tight, hard partying circle of friends that includes the elitist--yet raunchy--Lucas Mitchell, consummate playgirl Erin Southerland and Sara's quintessential rich-kid boyfriend Troy Daniels. When the group learns that Jonah works part-time at the local pharmacy, their interest is piqued. Jonah's adulation for Sara and desperate attempt to gain acceptance into the group lead him down a path of lies, deceit and larceny, desolating his judgment and ripping open the lives of all in his course of destruction.

It's really good. All I can say!

Long time no see...

2008-06-15T10:05:00.002+02:00

Oops... Shit happens.

Well... tomorrow I start my summer job... and I'm quite 'scared' cause the boss is one selfish dumb fucker. I hope I'll hold on for these three weeks.

Anyways... yesterday we had junior prom dance... Here are just these two group photos of our class (there were three classes). I have more pics on MySpace.

See ya on later... hopefully.

Damn we're crazy!

2008-06-09T22:00:00.010+02:00

It was really just an ordinary morning... me and some of my friends just having a normal quiet morning conversation outside. Sara and Evelyn were about to go to the city center to buy something but me and Dzany were bored and not in the mood for going to school. I said that we should go together. We were all cool with that. After a couple of minutes Dzany said that she wants to see some tattoos... So, I was like: ''Let's make one!'' I wasn't even serious. I had like 130 bucks in my wallet (all gone now). So, we went to the center. Sara and Evelyn went shopping and we went to the piercing and tattoo store or whatever that is. There was some girl and we asked her if we can get tattooed, but she said that the tattoo guy isn't there yet, but we can call him. She gave us a card and before we knew it we had an appointment at 11 am

Then we went killing some time in Mc Donald's.

Dzany has a heart near her pussy and I have a paw on my ass.... actually on a hip. :) I'll post Dzany's photo tomorrow ;)

Short and clear!

And what's the most exciting about this is that parents dunno about it! :D :D :D

I'm already thinking what would be my second tattoo...

So...not cool

2008-06-08T22:34:00.004+02:00

This is me. I don't feel good. I wanna write about something today. But I won't cause I don't want you to know about it. I know I'm such a bitch. I found myself being really lame with this blog shit. I'm always like: I dunno what to write ... I'm bored ... I don't feel good ... School sucks ... Today I've watched ... I wanna ... I hate ... I love ... This is boring... etc.

Yesterday I watched The Spiderwick Chronicles...OK...quite...OK...alright. Could be better... All the...stuff and all...ya know..I'm sure you do!

So... this is how it feels when you have only one more week to go... with school. With the primary school. I'm leaving it now. Going on a high school. (Damn, can I be any fucking younger!) Quite a feeling..NOT!

Everything seems so normal. Like nothing is happening. Im just happy that I'm going away and I hope I'll start a whole new life. I really wanna start over. Make a life. Or at least something similar.

Blah blah blah!